lost my way

Some bits and pieces of what i am goin through:

Tortoises - I think they don' t like me.. they wanna escape, they crash the order in their homplace. but they still eat, so that's good. Pets.. are not the necessity for my life. I am fine with not alive thangs i have to take care of.

Like my clothes.. I did my washing.. one black piece destroyed all my underwear.. from white to greyish white. am so disapointed in my self in washing mashine, its just not the way it should be.

Wherever i go home.. i try to take shortcut, guess what, it always turns out as the longest way home:). i need map to get home. I lost my way, i ended up just going back, just realizing that the way will be too long.

Sport.. I just love sweating in gym, i just love looking forward how far can i go to collapse out of breath. Today i was so ready, so ready to go for run to gym.. i was. untill iat the doorstep i realised that sneakers are not with me (as i am not at home now). I didn' t had so much motivation to go back home then to gym in this HEAT!!! NO Way! and also my shoulder, its again out of place. Auch!