better day, better me

No, this is not a post about the better day, this is about the bad day.
There happened several tragedies to my ego on this day.
I saw that my selfishness sometimes is so obvious that it hurts not even people around me, but even my own heart gets broken.
Another problem arises when my heart is broken and hurts, i still stay selfish by adding self-pity to all emotional tragedy.
Further on cold, cynical, sarcastic reminders/notes with the tone that hurts is like a murder. I can't stand that, i just don't think i deserve something like that. Am too good to be the way I am and am not the one should grow up and change. Right answer - I am.

anyway, am all over it. Am glad i could see all that in me and other people, and glad i could survive. and am thankful to my God, creator of me and myself, and my friends, that love me and appreciates me seeing my mistakes and learning from them.
Tip: Just make an experiment. When you have casual conversations with your beloved and try to count statements or words that include I, ME, Myself.. amazing :)

Wonderful feeling to live in Wonderful Life.. :)